So my last post was a week before the new year. I've had a lot to process since then. Jan 2nd we found out we are expecting baby #2 in September. Since then, things have been a whirlwind. So many things have gone through my head. Fears, excitement, and my complusive need to plan all battle for their own position. Jacob grows so fast. He is such a joy and is a neverending source of pride for his father and I. Jonathan and I are doing well. I think every day how lucky I am to have been blessed with these two amzing boys. That's all for now.